LIFE CHECK "IntrO"

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Many people ask me, my friends, especially guys, what are those things that I wanted to or to have when it comes to a relationship; What are my likes or dislikes or what things should be done or how they will approach me in such way I appreciated..

I replied and said, "no matter what or who you are, I accept you and appreciate things about you." But be sure that I really know who you are, Im talking about Identity of oneself. I dont want to talk to total strangers. Just be nice and honest in making an intro. to me, in that way we can know each other better, right?!. Im not that perfect kinda, ofcourse Im still a human being like you.

People around me, formely my "famlily" has always in their mind to REMIND me everything especially in this kind of issues, therfore I already kept myself distances away from the things they thought me. Yeah, it's true that I still follow the words of my parents, I know theres nothing wrong, theyre just protecting and caring me until now. Ofcourse you'll ask me what if one day i'll realize that it's not fare with me, sayin' that I wanted to brake free from the things my parents locked me to believe only what they says and thought me to act or do.

Well, yah, it's trully hard to keep on standin' with my parents rules. Its damn crazy to be honest to them when it comes to such things like realtionship, love and suitors.. etc. Promize, they dont really appreciate me or my stories or my honesty when Im sayin about those kinda issues in me. Personally, I'd rather to kept my mouth shut when theres "any" talks about my love life. So, oviously I must decide it by my own even though I know they dont want me to go further in.. I remember my "tita betty", she alwayz keep me on mind and keep teeling that I must tell to boys, "Back Off!". Yah, they are really STRICT to me.

Ohh well, this blog may goes too long.. haha! btw, my couzin tell me, "it's still my decision, it's up to me wheter I will go or just stay to where my parents want me to do.."

I said, yah, you have a point, and I know it myself when things is wrong and/or right..

~LaRh~